Space Traveler Reveals Depression Following ‘Tsunami of Backlash Post-Spaceflight

A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her battle with depression after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission earlier this year, which also included high-profile passengers.

The mission was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who became the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction overshadowed her achievement under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a online statement, referring to a phone call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the flight.

She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and performed experiments during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – including her studies and astronaut training to the historic significance of her background – was overshadowed under the tide of sexist vitriol.

She is best known for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.

Her own goal of reaching space was paused after an attack during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.

A Path to Recovery

Months following reaching space, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “You all saved me,” she said.

She noted that despite the negativity, important benefits had emerged from the mission, including elevated attention for her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.

About the Mission

The self-operating New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that crossed the Kármán line of space.

The diverse crew also included experts in various fields.

The venture behind the mission is a private space firm launched by a Amazon founder.